Someone has to pull me under

weaselle @ 2004-06-30T17:07:00

2004-06-30T21:04:56Z

Happy Birthday, Cynnie!

Many happy returns!

I tried to post this earlier but LJ was hating me again. Hope your day is/was wonderful! :D *bighugs*

[e]: WTF?!?!?! Apparently in Elljay-land, fuschia=peach. Oh well, it's pretty, at least!

Meme, meme, meme ... sheeps say "Meme"!

2004-06-29T21:46:31Z

1. Titanic (1997) $600,779,824
2. Star Wars (1977) $460,935,665
3. E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial (1982) $434,949,459
4. Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace (1999) $431,065,444
5. Spider-Man (2002) $403,706,375
6. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003) $377,019,252
7. Passion of the Christ, The (2004) $370,025,697
8. Jurassic Park (1993)$356784,000
9. Shrek 2 (2004) $356,211,000
10. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002) $340,478,898
11. Finding Nemo (2003) $339,714,367
12. Forrest Gump (1994) $329,691,196
13. Lion King, The (1994) $328,423,001
14. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (2001) $317,557,891
15. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001) $313,837,577
16. Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones (2002) $310,675,583
17. Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi (1983) $309,125,409
18. Independence Day (1996) $306,124,059
19. Pirates of the Caribbean (2003) $305,411,224
20. Sixth Sense, The (1999) $293,501,675
21. Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980) $290,158,751
22. Home Alone (1990) $285,761,243
23. Matrix Reloaded, The (2003) $281,492,479
24. Shrek (2001) $267,652,016
25. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002) $261,970,615
26. How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000) $260,031,035
27. Jaws (1975) $260,000,000
28. Monsters, Inc. (2001) $255,870,172
29. Batman (1989) $251,188,924
30. Men in Black (1997) $250,147,615
31. Toy Story 2 (1999) $245,823,397
32. Bruce Almighty (2003) $242,589,580
33. Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) $242,374,454
34. Twister (1996) $241,700,000
35. My Big Fat Greek Wedding (2002) $241,437,427
36. Ghost Busters (1984) $238,600,000
37. Beverly Hills Cop (1984) $234,760,500
38. Cast Away (2000) $233,630,478
39. Lost World: Jurassic Park, The (1997) $229,074,524
40. Signs (2002) $227,965,690
41. Rush Hour 2 (2001)$226,138,454
42. Mrs. Doubtfire (1993) $219,200,000
43. Ghost (1990) $217,631,306
44. Aladdin (1992) $217,350,219
45. Saving Private Ryan (1998) $216,119,491
46. Mission: Impossible II (2000) $215,397,307
47. X2 (2003) $214,948,780
48. Austin Powers in Goldmember (2002) $213,079,163
49. Back to the Future (1985) $210,609,762
50. Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me (1999) $205,399,422
51. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991) $204,843,350
52. Exorcist, The (1973) $204,565,000
53. Mummy Returns, The (2001) $202,007,640
54. Armageddon (1998) $201,573,391
55. Gone with the Wind (1939) $198,655,278
56. Pearl Harbor (2001) $198,539,855
57. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989) $197,171,806
58. Toy Story (1995) $191,800,000
59. Men in Black II (2002) $190,418,803
60. Gladiator (2000) $187,670,866
61. Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937) $184,925,485
62. Dances with Wolves (1990) $184,208,848
63. Batman Forever (1995) $184,031,112
64. Fugitive, The (1993) $183,875,760
65. Ocean's Eleven (2001) $183,405,771
66. What Women Want (2000) $182,805,123
67. Perfect Storm, The (2000) $182,618,434
68. Liar Liar (1997) $181,395,380
69. Grease (1978) $181,360,000
70. Jurassic Park III (2001) $181,166,115
71. Mission: Impossible (1996) $180,965,237
72. Planet of the Apes (2001) $180,011,740
73. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (1984) $179,870,271
74. Pretty Woman (1990) $178,406,268
75. Tootsie (1982) $177,200,000
76. Top Gun (1986) $176,781,728
77. There's Something About Mary (1998) $176,483,808
78. Ice Age (2002) $176,387,405
79. Crocodile Dundee (1986) $174,635,000
80. Home Alone 2: Lost in New York (1992) $173,585,516
81. Elf (2003) $173,381,405
82. Air Force One (1997) $172,888,056
83. Rain Man (1988) $172,825,435
84. Apollo 13 (1995) $172,071,312
85. Matrix, The (1999) $171,383,253
86. Beauty and the Beast (1991) $171,301,428
87. Tarzan (1999) $171,085,177
88. Beautiful Mind, A (2001) $170,708,996
89. Chicago (2002) $170,684,505
90. Three Men and a Baby (1987) $167,780,960
91. Meet the Parents (2000) $166,225,040
92. Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves (1991) $165,500,000
93. Hannibal (2001) $165,091,464
94. Catch Me If You Can (2002) $164,435,221
95. Big Daddy (1999) $163,479,795
96. Sound of Music, The (1965) $163,214,286
97. Batman Returns (1992) $162,831,698
98. Bug's Life, A (1998) $162,792,677
99. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004) $161,963,000
100. Waterboy, The (1998) $161,487,252

Bold the ones you would sleep with. Italicize the ones you would sleep with for money. Cross out the ones you would never sleep with. Add three of your own at the end. (I'm question marking anyone where I go "Who dat?")

1. Joel Tobeck ?
2. Craig Parker ?
3. James Phelps
4. Oliver Phelps
5. Tom Felton
6. Rupert Grint
7. Garrett Hedlund ?
8. Draco Malfoy
9. Eric Bana
10. Achilles
11. Colin Farrell
12. Daniel Radcliffe
13. ~~Emma Watson~~
14. Elijah Wood
15. Dominic Monaghan
16. Viggo Mortensen
17. Alan Rickman
18. Jason Isaacs ?
19. ~~Lucius Malfoy~~
20. Jack Sparrow
21. Legolas Greenleaf
22. Carlos (from Love Actually) ?
23. Brian Kinney ?
24. Justin Taylor ?
25. Emmett Honeycutt ?
26. Shane (from The L Word) ?
27. Angelina Jolie
28. Jessica Alba
29. Drew Barrymore
30. Melanie Marcus ?
31. Ben (from QaF) ?
32. Michael Novotny ?
33. Johnny Depp
34. Jensen Ackles ?
35. Doc Roe(Band of Brothers) ?
36. ~~Older Simba (The Lion King)~~ And eeeeeeewwwww!
37. Liam Neeson
38. Christian Bale
39. Hayden Christensen
40. Jude Law
41. Keanu Reeves
42. Ewan McGregor
43. Hans Matheson ?
44. Hugh Jackman
45. Heath Ledger
46. Agamemnon
47. Priam
48. Anthony Hopkins
49. Edward Norton
50. Kiefer Sutherland
51. Billy Boyd
52. Merlin Luck (Aus Big Brother) ?
53. Karl Urban
54. Gollum/Smeagol
55. Dobby
56. Cardboard Cut out Legolas These three rate with Ol' Simba up there!
57. Daniel Johns (Silverchair)
58. John Mayer
59. Avril Lavigne
60. Mark Ferguson ?
61. Josh Duhamel
62. Jonathan Rhys-Meyers ?
63. Keira Knightley
64. Kiran Shah (frodo's scale double) ?
65. Leopold (from Kate and Leopold)
66. Andy Serkis
67. Sean Bean
68. Orlando Bloom
69. Brad Pitt
70. Tobey Maguire
71. Jason Statham ?
72. Jake Gyllenhaal
73. James Franco
74. Jennifer Garner
75. ~~Mr. Sark (Alias)~~
76. Ioan Gruffudd ?
77. ~~Dominic Monaghan~~
78. Bono (from U2)
79. Fox Mulder
80. Dana Scully
81. Christopher Walken
82. Qui Gon Jinn -- Yay, Jedi love!
83. The Rock
84. Arnold Vosloo ?
85. Clive Owen ?
86. Ralph Fiennes
87. David Wenham
88. James Marsters
89. Christian Kane ?
90. Joaquin Phoenix
91. Eliza Dushku
92. ~~Lex Luthor (Smallville)~~
93. John Schneider [When he was younger] Bo Duke (or Luke Duke, who fricking remembers!)
94. Fairuza Balk
95. Gary Oldman
96. Danny Elfman
97. Richard Dean Anderson [When he was younger] MacGyver! :D
98. Michael Shanks ?
99. Gary Jones ?
100. Mike Shinoda (Linkin Park)
101. Sandra Bullock
102. Brad Delson (Linkin Park)
103. Johnny Knoxville
104. George Clooney
105. Chester Bennington
106. Remus Lupin
107. Shinomori Aoshi (from anime Rurouni Kenshin) ?
108. ~~Turkish (from Snatch)~~
109. Faramir

And my three:

110. Sting (Tantric, baby!)
111. David Boreanaz (Angel, baby!)
112. Antonio Banderas (Smoking freakin' hot, baby!)

So, yeah. I was ever-so-lazy with my tags, but ah well. I think I tied Peanut on the movie thingie, with 91! :D And I was very fair in my sex list thingy ... not horrifyingly straight like _some_ people! :P

weaselle @ 2004-06-21T20:55:00

2004-06-22T01:01:08Z

There is just a hell of a lot of stuff swirling through my brain right now. New job is settling down, this is my first actual part-time week. Of course, they put up a posting for a temp assignment for my old job, so I put in for that. It's just for the summer, but it would be back to my old income for a bit until my other chance at getting the old pay grade back comes through.
My friend Carol and I are booking a weekend getaway to a B&B in Northern Ontario for a scrapbooking weekend. It's so cool. Very cheap for a weekend away, and we can scrapbook all weekend without having kids or husbands bugging us. And someone else will cook for us and all! :D We're going at teh end of August. I thought I wasn't going to be able to go, because we have to book like now and I'm broke for a few more weeks, but my Mom is the bestest ever and will use her credit card to book me. I'll just pay her back when I finally get all my pay straightened out.
I have a doctor's appointment this week to get a couple things checked out. My worse knee (they're both bad) has been acting up and Naproxen is starting to eat away my tummy, so I need some anti-inflammatories. I'm going to have him look at my ears and also see about getting my hearing checked. There was an issue at work recently about the volume I speak at, and I had no idea that I was being loud. This has been an ongoing problem for me, so I thik I need to look into it. And last but not least, I have been having lower abdominal pains that I associate with past pains that were actually from a big-ass ovarian cyst (or three). So I need to get that checked out. Last thing I need is for another one of those to rupture ... last time I was out of commmission for about a week. Yay for Demerol, though.

So yeah, weird shit is going on, physically and mentally ... but I am REALLY looking forward to a chance to get away, even if only for a weekend.

Sa-weet!

2004-06-16T03:46:56Z

Pistooooooooooooooons!

LA 87 -- Det 100

I have been waiting for this since I was 16! That's when they won their last title. I was way more into b-ball back then than now, but this is still hugely exciting. Can't wait to make our Detroit run this Sat and track down a t-shirt! :D

[e]: I missed an LA point. I had said 86. Gotta be fair.

weaselle @ 2004-06-14T22:37:00

2004-06-15T02:36:29Z

Changes are brewing.

I have decisions to make and I hope they don't even effect anyone but me, but if they do I guess I'm just sorry.

weaselle @ 2004-06-07T20:38:00

2004-06-08T00:45:48Z

First day went well. I actually kind of like the job and it was so uplifting to have so many people say how glad they were to see me back. My friend Zita was so happy to see me, it made me feel really good. We've seen each other a couple times snce I left work, we're not just work friends any more, but she was so happy I was there.

I had a really good weekend too. Went to post about it yesterday but the Ronald Reagan thing came out instead.

Friday --- my sister's friend Liza graduated from teacher's college. I didn't get to go, but Aims did and then we went to the movies in the evening. Saw PoA.
So I was disappointed in it. It didn't WOW me like the others, although as I think about it it's growing on me.
Gripes:
1 -- Some explanation of Mooney, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs would have been appropriate ... as would some corresponding explanation of Harry's Patronus.
2 -- Honeydukes and Butterbeer were sadly neglected.
3 -- Draco was a whiney little bitch.
4 -- Never thought I'd say this of Gary Oldman, but Sirius didn't look crazy enough at first.
5 -- Dementors could have been scarier ... Ebert said they looked like Scooby-Doo villains and I have to say that's not far off.
6 -- WTF when Scabbers ran off and then Hermione was all PO'd at Ron ... no explanation AGAIN
I loved:
1 -- the Ron/Hermione thing.
2 -- Harry's Patronus was spectacular.
3 -- Lupin and Sirius were well-cast.
4 -- BUCKBEAK!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and Cyn has officially spoiled me from the innocent enjoyment of HP movies. I kept eying Draco and Harry and thinking, "Hmmmm ... what if?" :P

Saturday we went to a free Finger Eleven show at the LaSalle Strawberry Festival. It was a great show, totally made up for them not being at SnoCore. Mmmmmm, strawberries and ice cream ... even if they never get local berries ripened in time and we were eating Cali berries.

Sunday we made brunch for Mom and Dad's anniversary (Sat, but they went out to dinner). It was yummy. :) Mmmmm, Cinnabon.

So, all in all, a pleasant weekend, and today was much better than expected. I'm feeling pretty OK these days. :)

weaselle @ 2004-06-06T09:31:00

2004-06-06T13:36:27Z

I think somehow I was managing not to think about Ronald Reagan. You know I'm not American, so the death of a President doesn't have the same meaning. But my Nanna has Alzheimer's disease and is turning 90 years old this year. I know exactly what that family has gone through, with the one difference being they had the resources to have him properly cared for at home. We have to go to a stinky scary nursing home to see her and it's hard. I liked Ronald Reagan. I'm glad his suffering has ended peacefully. I just hate the way it makes me feel.

weaselle @ 2004-05-25T18:27:00

2004-05-25T22:25:03Z

how the hell did we ever find out where places were before the internet?

weaselle @ 2004-05-18T11:24:00

2004-05-18T15:21:56Z

WEASELLE

Do it![font size="7" color="YOUR USERNAME"]YOUR USERNAME[/font] Just change [ to < and put your name in. Because I said so!

weaselle @ 2004-05-06T13:50:00

2004-05-06T17:51:18Z

You know what my biggest problem with LJ drama is?

There's someone on my friends list, unrelated to recent shit vs. fan situations, and she's sad because she's lost someone she loved. And I feel so sad for her, at work and upset because of the pain she's feeling. And above and below her entries are a bunch of people that I keep trying and trying to be friends with, all fighting with each other.
I have a hard time putting this stuff into perspective.

Jules, I haven't commented because I didn't know what to say. But, now I do. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope the great memories you obviously have of your friend will eventually bring you solace.

weaselle @ 2004-05-04T20:01:00

2004-05-05T00:02:14Z

Some of you are getting spammed with these reminders, I know, but...

JOIN NOW! Blood-lust Forums and support dearest Sadie! :D

When you've all joined, we'll stop bugging you! :D

weaselle @ 2004-04-30T17:36:00

2004-04-30T21:34:21Z

Say you were an ~~lj-user~~ and now you're an lj-user ... hope you see this so I can say Welcome back and you were missed! :D

weaselle @ 2004-04-28T07:54:00

2004-04-28T11:51:49Z

It snowed here yesterday.

Yes, on April 27th. Yes, real snow. Yes, it melted right away.

But it was snow.

Just thought you all should know. :)

weaselle @ 2004-04-27T18:04:00

2004-04-27T22:04:34Z

More randomness from me ...

Fuck ambrosia or whatever ... Shrek M&Ms (Shrekinems, I call 'em) are the new food of the gods.

It sucks to go to work and do a good job when the fuckers are letting you go next Friday.

Cleaning carpet is no fun.

FFXI still fucking rules.

I swear a lot lately because I'm a bitter, bitter woman.

I fucking love all of you and I'm sorry I haven't been around/supportive/whatever. Just don't seem to have much in me lately.
And now I have PMS, so don't expect anything much except bitterness and bitchiness for another week.

weaselle @ 2004-04-22T08:15:00

2004-04-22T12:13:09Z

OK, I couldn't resist ... stolen from everyone:

And yes, I played with the answers until I got one that entertains me.

Coolness!

2004-04-20T01:14:48Z

K, so I'm a fangirl geek but ...

the artist that did the Finger Eleven art, the stuff Kendra used for my lurvely layout, commented on one of my entries. Guess he Googled himself and came up with my LJ. And he thanked me for the link to his site! :D So yes, fangirl geek, I know and I realise.

Due to laid-off-ness from work I am burning sick time, so took the afternoon off today. Played on 'puter a bit. Blared some music J would hate and danced aroud with the cat. Very therapeutic and I highly recommend giving it a go! :D

weaselle @ 2004-04-16T07:19:00

2004-04-16T11:18:12Z

Oh, and I almost forgot ... Jay is taking me to see Punisher tonight! Woo hoo! :D

Is it OK to wear the shirt of the movie to the movie. (It's like wearing the shirt of the band to the concert of the band, isn't it?) Is that OK, or should I save the Punisher shirt for later and just wear a regular shirt? :Þ

weaselle @ 2004-04-16T06:43:00

2004-04-16T10:42:01Z

Spring has arrived! :D

It was beutifully warm and sunny yesterday. The grass got mowed at my parents' place and the weird maintenance guy at work was hosing off the sidewalk ... both sure signs that spring is officially here! :D It's really improving my mood.

On a strange note, this means that as long as it's not raining on Sunday, we will finally be interring poor Odie. Dog funeral? Guess I've heard weirder.

weaselle @ 2004-04-14T07:26:00

2004-04-14T11:25:30Z

Between the antibiotics and the stress over work I feel like a small woodland creature is gnawing away at the inside of my stomach.

Supposedly I should hear something today. Tried to talk to the A/D yesterday, but we had a sick call and were super-busy. Served 94 customers by 4:15 when I left, and we're open until 5. Previous max for the whole day was about 75 clients.
Hope I can hold my tongue well enough that the final days aren't miserable.

weaselle @ 2004-04-09T07:29:00

2004-04-09T11:32:04Z

Oh, since I'm home with no work today ....

Songs I'm obsessing on lately ...

I...I came here by day
But I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
Now...it is silver and silent
It is silver and cold
You in somber resplendence...I hold.

Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer,
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one

Light...like the flutter of wings
Feel your hollow voice rushing
Into me...as your longing to sing
So I...I will paint you in sliver
I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as...I sink.

Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one now
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer,
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one

(Cold in life's throws)
I fall asleep for you
(Cold in life's throws)
I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws
I fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throw
I only ask you turn
As you seep
Into me
Oh my beautiful one now

Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer,
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
Oh
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me
Your sins into
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beatiful one

{Seether}
I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

{Both}
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

{Seether}
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

{Amy Lee}
The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away {both- only the word away}
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight {Both}
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

{Both}
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Cause Im broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone

{Seether}
You're gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings, no one knows

What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45

Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high upon a shelf
Left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sewn up tight

What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45

Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
Nobody knows what I believe
I believe

And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45

And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
And I'm swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
There is no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45

I just noticed the morbid-ish trend of this music. Hmmm...

weaselle @ 2004-04-08T17:20:00

2004-04-08T21:18:13Z

Stolen from pandorya who stole it from kiana who ...

Could it be any more fitting? (Except the chicken thing ... I <3 chicken.)

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with Weaselleitis
Cause:	allergy to chicken
Symptoms:	ankle swelling, receding gums, excessive delusions
Cure:	sleep
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:

I am such a geek ...

2004-04-07T11:32:04Z

that I am inordinately amused by this eBay feedback I received:

Box damaged in shipping but good packing saved the comics - THANKS SO MUCH!!!!

Yay! I took a lot of time and trouble to pack those babies up. It's nice to be appreciated. :D

That is all!
/geekiness

weaselle @ 2004-04-06T09:58:00

2004-04-06T14:05:34Z

Just an update. Went to the doc yesterday, do in fact have the sinus infection. Was given the hugest antibiotic pills ever to take. Stayed home from work again today. Feeling sort of guilty about it, even though I really am feeling unwell. Due to circumstances there, it's getting hard to feel like going in on the best of days. I guess I just need the rest, I've been sick on and off for 5 weeks and a couple days to let the meds work doesn't seem untoward.

I'm finally getting somewhere in FFXI. My character is getting stronger, I pretty much know the way around my city now, and I've managed to complete a few quests. My major complaint is tha it's wicked hard to get your hands on any gil. You really have to work for it, because only certain monsters drop it, so it mostly comes from rewards for completing quests. We bought a keyboad with a USB connector (the compie is still PS/2 style) so that helps because I can talk to folks around me now.

We went to that concert on Saturday. It wasn't bad, but Finger Eleven was NOT there, so we were disappointed. Apparently they were in New York for Leno on Friday and couldn't make it. Ummm guys, it's called a plane? :Þ Smile Empty Soul was good, as was Trapt, although it seems their lead singer attended the David Drayman School of Performing Arts (cookies to anyone who can tell the rest of the class what I mean by that). So it was OK, but not as good as expected. Afterwards we were hungry, so we went to Hurricane's for food. There was a singing/guitar-playing guy performing there. He wasn't bad, except that the amps were way to loud for the size of the bar. But kudos for him for getting out there and doing it. Jay, Aimee, Liza and George were making fun of him, but I thought he was OK, and anyway none of us was up there proving we were better, y'know.

Well, that's all I've got. Much love.

Yeah, yeah, yeah ...

2004-04-05T14:12:06Z

O I'm whining again. I don't fucking care though. I am STILL sick, and I'm mising work AGAIN. And I'm trying to get a doctor appointment, and the damn receptionist won't answer the damn phone. So I'm bitter. I've called 11 times in 40 minutes and either get the machine on the first ring (she's on the phone) or the machine on the 4th ring (she doesn't answer). And I'm bitter. Or did I mention that?

I think it's just a sinus infection, but it's not clearing up and it's giving me bad headaches, like the one that prompted me to call in sick today. And last Thursday as well. I'm also under a huge stress load re: work, but that's a whole entry to itself, like when I don't have to go anywhere and I can have the massive crying jag that's lurking at the fringes of my psyche right now. I've had at least 3 minor meltdowns in the past week, and Jay doesn't seem to know how to help me. So I just cry, clean up and go on with my shit.

Anyway, I'm trying to phone again. Wish me luck.

[e]: Appt at 2:40. 'Bout time.

weaselle @ 2004-04-01T12:34:00

2004-04-01T17:35:06Z

Doing my first BookCrossing release today. Can't wait to see if anyone picks up my book! :D

Wanna check it out? Click here for BookCrossing

Kendra told me about this ages ago, but I finally registered and found a book I don't need to start out with.